Well, back to it. I am excited about this year. I return differently. I feel less pressure and stress. It really is different. I am less responsible for administrative stuff and focus on my classroom work. It is much easier. Last year, my first year back without the headship, I really did not know what it would be like to do on-calls and cafeteria supervision. Having experienced a year of duties under my belt, this year I return with easy mind. Also, I realize how much easier it is to simply teach!
As a department head, there is that added pressure one puts on oneself to serve the department members, and be a part of many battles and critical decisions' to collect information and to act on problems to find resolution' to organize numerous events and be responsible for supporting decisions' to be a "go-to" person. Without these added duties, I go home early at night after teaching the day, and I don't carry any guilt, to stay for longer periods of the day to complete all the extra stuff.
I get involved with projects that I want to participate in. I choose instead of some one else choosing for me! It's a good start to the year!